

now that i've announced my photoblog, i can afford to be stupid here. not that i am not stupid anywhere else.
1. i've been reading my old entries. i was so alive back then . is this an age thing? do people die silently as they age?
2. that wasn't a rhetorical question, but if it was, i would like to answer "no"
3. the conclusion that some may make that i am broken, sad and empty are just some messed up theory thou emo kids would love to throw, but no, i choose not to sign up with thou club.
4. i write when i feel like it, which amazingly comes when i am feeling blergh. which would explain no.3
5. i will be flying off in February, it would be awesome if it was on my birthday,
6. i am doing architecture, not medicine, or engineering , or economics, or anything else that people thing i look like i might end up doing. or law.
7. come febuary, i will be homeless, so i try to snuggle in as much as i can now. i even took pictures to remember how a home looks like.
8. i will be flying off to unsw, and would so love to visit and crash in with syireen dan pura pura menjadi pelajar rmit for a day,
9. i have anxiety attacks, and i cry wee wee wee wee. that sounds funny when written.but its not. it really isn't
10, because ill be homeless soon, i have come to a conclusion that why not spend now. while i still have a place to store all my purchases.
11. Robin, Scherbatsky, that is how it is spelled, you faggots.
12. and no, as much as you think it will, but it will not be legendary, because you guys are just not barney the awesome stinson.
13. neil patrick harris can do musicals and still be awesome. and not turn fag like . like how that efron kid has successfully ruin his reputation.
14. watch year one. because its jack black and micheal cera.
15. speaking of, maybe i should do reruns of jackass.
16. thanks nis, now i cannot bloody shut up about running around in boots. buying a watergun and play cowboy.
17. my mother was wrong when she said boots is only for winter.
18. clearly she has never had a thing for cowboys. like i do,
19. i was never in love, until i met kenneth cole yesterday.
20. all i want and am doing is running my fingers all over him. his black. all the more reason.
21. no, not like what you think it is.
22. i think television is the second greatest invention after roller coasters.
23. its been a while since i last saw a butterfly.
24. wasting money buying bus tickets is really the only productive thing i've done since college ended
25. i slept in an architecture studio last saturday. i would like to think my awesomeness level on the awesome meter have move up by one point.
26. bathed in a shopping mall toilet. how sophisticated. no?
27. i am not 25. fark lah, i am 20
28. fark lah, i am 20.
29. does that mean, i have to act cool. and 20 like. because i can't . this is pissing me off
30. escalators in singapore moves twice as fast as the ones in malaysia. which explains a lot
31, its basically pointless putting all these night creams on. i have gazillion melanin and unless i decide to have a laser surgery which basically is impossible because ill be poor soon, i will have to make do with the fact that ill be tan and dark.
32. which is okay, since i am going to sydney. so ill blend in.
33. poyo of me, but i am really excited to get started with my classes.
34. if there were 5 , we could've have perfected the wondergirls dance move.
35.darn it hanis- canberra ?seriously!
36. syireen asyina ismail, i miss seating in a box with you. and getting summons, and drives around without a helmet. bet can't do that in aussie.
37. which of course is not entirely true. because we might find a bigger box.
38. that nerd with the crop pants, and the gold glasses, and the fly blue blazer, is stuck in my head, he was cute.
39. he went to Bartlet! friggin Bartlet!
40. fuck it.